My memory and my heart..............

Once, I remember him suddenly ,
Remember his face,his voice.his eyes,and his days
I say, after all these years, I remember him again

My heart asks me ……….
How does one walks away from all of the memories he has?

Ican't but wisper and say……….
Now, I'm bound by the life he left behind
His face hunts my dreams and his voice chases all my sanity

My heart sighs and says ……
These old wounds will not seem to heal
This pain is real and there is too much that time cannot erase

I resiste and say……….
I have tried so hard to convince myself that he is gone
But his presence still ligers here and I 'm sure that it will not leave me alone coz he still has all of me

My heart shouts ………..
But he is not here with you and you are now alone
You know well that you will never breath his love again
So you must surrender

I stare at my heart and cry……………………………..


By Soul.............